Celebrated VIVIAN'S birthday on thursday.
went to her house to have dinner,
did my homework,
watch Fann and Christoper get married
FANN IS SUPER BEAUTIFUL!!!
Cut cake, then went home at around 10 plus 11

Skipped Saturday programme yesterday 
couldn't wake up in time.
had dinner with my aunt at Thiong Bahru on Friday so went home late.
So had tuition at 1145 then met Michelle, Cassini, Hwee san for lunch
went Michelle's house to study aft that.
Then we went to buy some candles, sparkles and lantern to play.
but we ended up burning whatever we can find, box, lantern.
After that went to my grandma's for 2nd round
played the candles, my uncle found some container
we melt the wax and started burning.
Went home at around 12 plus
&
I AM SO FREAKING TIRED!!!
woke up at 6 this morning
gotta go to the airport to send off my aunt who came back
like 2 weeks ago,
but the problem is i slept at around 3 last night!!
I slept late not because i was enjoying myself
its because yesterday during the day,
some idiotic crazy neighbour was drilling whaterever they are drilling
from morning till evening.
then my sister who was sleeping till 3 ( i wonder how she sleep with all that noise)
woke up and found my study room covered with DUST!
everything was covered with this very fine sand, my computer, my books, my chair, my table.
So i had to clean up after i came back.
got to wipe, dust, vacuum, then wipe again
then by the time i finish its like 2 plus,
then have to take a shower, unpack my stuff then i can go to bed.
By the time i lie on my bed, i think i slept almost instantly.
Okay going to end here, i need to go catch up some sleep.
*YAWN*
Pictures will be posted when i get them from Michelle.
But most will be on Facebook.

他是我不想承认的存在，
却，
也是我无法否认的存在。

My prelims results were out
and i did really bad, my L1R4 is more than 20
Passed my english though, but the rest is a little disappointing except for maths.
My parents are out of town for 5 days
I AM GONNA MISS THEM LOTS!
Its been the 3 of us at home since yesterday..
I don't like that feeling when they left.
My sister said its because we are too used of having them around.
Well, maybe.
But i am seriously not in a very good mood,
I mean i have this weird feeling that i hate it.
& obviously i am bothered by that feeling.
it feels kind of lonely, and i hate loneliness.
I feel so stupid....idiot.

Coffee Bean @ EXPO is gonna be the new place to study.
so BYE bedok mac.
& I am soo gonna finish my homework.
oh and also
masked people are everywhere, its a FACT so face it.

I AM A LITTLE SENTIMENTAL TODAY.
Today stayed at home for the whole day.
cos got no paper.
I wonder how my friends are doing for today's MT prelim?
Hope they did well (:
WELL, abt why i said i am sentimental, its because many things that happened recently.
They made me think about many things.
THEN, they made me envy of everyone else.
& they made me feel a cocktail of feelings.

COCKTAIL OF FEELINGS
Ingredients:
half a cup of confused,
2 big spoonful of lost,
1 droplet of anger,
1 teaspoon of madness,
3 cups of tears.

Directions:
Pour everything into a blender and MIX them at high speed.
Chill them for 6 hours in the fridge
Ready to use after that.

PS: use small amounts at a time. Overdose could cause death.

Here i have a question for you.
When you know someone, and you assume that you know the person.
DO YOU THINK YOU REALLY DO?

没有人会是他们表面上看起来的样子，
但这事往往都不会有人发现。
是谁说，多面人就不是好人。
是谁说，他让你看到的他就是真正的他。
当你说你了解一个人，麻烦你再仔细想想，你真的了解吗？

还有
橘子说：
爱情里最残忍的暧昧，
是我明明知道我爱你，
而我们却只是好朋友

友情里最自私的胆怯，
是你明明知道你爱我，
而你还假装只是朋友。


不是时时刻刻，但难免有时刻
我们望着镜子，
问着自己
孤孤单单的我们，
真还能 再有被爱的机会吗？

Is there really another chance for love?

I AM SOOOOOOOOOO BUSY!!!!
I am starting my studying already,
so anyone if you feel like studying,
go ahead and ask me.

STUPID!
so many things to do...
haiz...
I AM SOOOOOOOOOO TIRED!!!!
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIXIAN! ^^

I am here for the sake of updating and complaining
The mood now is negative.
I am SOOOOOOOO tired lately.
I hate it.

Well, time flies, one moment i am still
wasting time during the December holidays,
but the next i am sitting for my MT listening exam tomorrow.
STUPID.

I hate to admit but i am really slacking off.
Its like at home mum asking me not to stress up too much,
but in school the teacher is telling us to wake up its time for exam.
SERIOUSLY speaking , I am so not prepared to take the exam.
I cannot get that stupid vectors right, never understood
what my POA teacher is talking about,
& I can never keep myself awake for lessons in school.

I know that sleeping/dozing off in class is my problem
and it has always been.
I just cant help it no matter how long i sleep, i just feel tired.
Trust me i tried every single way to keep myself awake.
My system is immune to caffeine so coffee and tea doesn't work,
drinking water helps a little but doesn't last long,
taking meds they simply don't work, cod's liver fish oil doesn't work as it seems to be.
My friend check on me very frequently just in case i doze off.
I kept forgetting things like date, homework, test.
Nothing gets inside.

Maybe my studies isn't as bad as i think it is.
But its just the thing up there.
Maybe i think too much, maybe i have too many free time for my mind to wander off.
I was taught not to blame things on others because if anything goes wrong
it must be something i did that is wrong that leads to that.

School is tiring, its a madness, its a war.
you wear a heavy armor to school and still cant take it off at home.
War with the books, the papers, the people, the teachers, the not dozing off, everything.

Okay enough of the complaining.
I have to get back to my studies, even though i can't do it at home.
Have to its common test tomorrow.
So i will end my whining here, hopefully the mood will be better the next time i post.

PS: I just realised that its been a month since i last posted.

HEY!
Finally the june extended programme has ended
i celebrated my birthday with different people,
& Cassini's birthday with the usual ones but more people this time.
OKAY! First i Thank all those who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY in whatever form,
and the ones who gave me presents.
I hereby give you a BIG HUG, & a BIG THANK YOU!
then i will let the pictures do the talking(:
but there will be too many to post so i won't be posting all & if you would like to
have a look at all the pictures,
you may go to Cassini, Mabel's blog or facebook to have a look(:

























































































































Okay~ thats all the pictures quite alot that is.
BYE BYE~ (:

I was looking for some music video by TVXQ
and I came to this video.
They were in a show with this trio Yazima beauty salon
and its damn funny.
I laugh until stomach pain. XDDDDDD
This trio is made up of 3 men cross-dressing as women.
here are some pictures of them.





The one with the afro is Strawberry.cameila.yazima(11 yrs old)
The blond one is Naomi.Camelia.Yazima(17 yrs old)
& he doesn't look like a man at all.
The one in the middle is Margrate.Camelia.Yazima (36 yrs old)
here is the video and you will know what i mean.



PS: Strawberry didn't shave his armpit so it will be a little over.